Still Blank and More ...
Its been quite a while since I wrote anything. Hmm...probably a good sign, who knows.
Nothing much has changed since I wrote last. I have pondered about my state almost every single minute since. My Mom has made her usual remarks about her already found a bahu with only date to be fixed and about all the exploits of my not yet 2 feet bhateeja. My dad, now leading a happily retired life, is anxious about my non chalance/disgust about every possible thing life has to offer (and a wife being one among them), and is learning computers himself. Given his enthusiasm, he will surely beat me to the post which should give me some jitters, I guess :-) I have also watched my usual quota of movies. In between, I have slogged quite a bit as well. So, all the more reason to hate what I do or more accurately not (want to) do. This seriuosly is turning out to be an anti climax though frankly, as the wise would say, it should be starting. I have also sufferred my old childhood friend for the past 2 days who had come to town on some official visit. I have become quite anti social in the past years. Good that he is an old mate of mine and would attribute my rashness to my brilliance ;-) I have also met some pretty interesting people(one, to be exact) in the past weeks. And believe it or not, I have also tried making up my mind about marriage. But the more I think about it, the more far fetched it seems. Who needs a girl when you can peacefully eat and sleep and watch movies and make fun of every dick, harry and teena in sight without feeling guilty or ashamed a bit? On second thoughts, as dick, harry and teena are disappearing fast getting tied up with each other, its actually a neat idea to get a teena for urself so that u can crack ur tasteful(less, to them) jokes on them. Hmm..will have to think abt that. By now, if u are reading this and thinking that I have completely lost it than u can not be more right. U understand me exactly. I have reached a state where I can't make up my mind about anything. Because, if u at it your way, it might be important. On the other hand, if u look at it my way, then it doesn't matter much and u should also stop worrying about it. Now, donn u think that I don't worry. In fact thats what I do all through the passing vehicles and time. I keep worring that I donn worry and hence something is wrong with me. In short, I don't care.
Probably, I should change the topic.
Nothing much has changed since I wrote last. I have pondered about my state almost every single minute since. My Mom has made her usual remarks about her already found a bahu with only date to be fixed and about all the exploits of my not yet 2 feet bhateeja. My dad, now leading a happily retired life, is anxious about my non chalance/disgust about every possible thing life has to offer (and a wife being one among them), and is learning computers himself. Given his enthusiasm, he will surely beat me to the post which should give me some jitters, I guess :-) I have also watched my usual quota of movies. In between, I have slogged quite a bit as well. So, all the more reason to hate what I do or more accurately not (want to) do. This seriuosly is turning out to be an anti climax though frankly, as the wise would say, it should be starting. I have also sufferred my old childhood friend for the past 2 days who had come to town on some official visit. I have become quite anti social in the past years. Good that he is an old mate of mine and would attribute my rashness to my brilliance ;-) I have also met some pretty interesting people(one, to be exact) in the past weeks. And believe it or not, I have also tried making up my mind about marriage. But the more I think about it, the more far fetched it seems. Who needs a girl when you can peacefully eat and sleep and watch movies and make fun of every dick, harry and teena in sight without feeling guilty or ashamed a bit? On second thoughts, as dick, harry and teena are disappearing fast getting tied up with each other, its actually a neat idea to get a teena for urself so that u can crack ur tasteful(less, to them) jokes on them. Hmm..will have to think abt that. By now, if u are reading this and thinking that I have completely lost it than u can not be more right. U understand me exactly. I have reached a state where I can't make up my mind about anything. Because, if u at it your way, it might be important. On the other hand, if u look at it my way, then it doesn't matter much and u should also stop worrying about it. Now, donn u think that I don't worry. In fact thats what I do all through the passing vehicles and time. I keep worring that I donn worry and hence something is wrong with me. In short, I don't care.
Probably, I should change the topic.
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According to me say yes to your mother's choice if you can't get it by yourself....